Scenes from Los Angeles past.
To be honest… Everyday we fight, I think of dying and a lot if the time I wouldn’t mind dying.
I feel like I’m never good enough. I’m never good enough to show off. I’m never good enough for someone to be like yeah she’s mine. I’m never good enough to take risks. I’m never good enough for anyone. I’ll never be good enough.
I wish I was matching with my boyfriend for hallow but no. I’m really sad about it and I can’t stop thinking about how much it bothers me that we’re not. I wanted to match for our first Halloween together. We’ve had many first things that we’ve experience and I wanted to add matching for Halloween too. We never really do stuff like this but I thought Halloween if would be that time but I guess not. Firsts are a big thing to me but now you killed it. Happy Birthday to me. Huh?